opps. i dint talk to you?

oh ok.
hurts so much right?

it feels exactly the same when you ignore me.
just worse.

you ignore me for a whole month.
i ignore you 2 weeks.

hmm.
oh, too bad then.

why bother talking to me?
need to make use of me even more?
need a person to buy you espirit?
need a person to teman you from mcd?
need a person to run around like a retard for you?
need a person to help you study?
need a person to accompany you till late night?
need a person to buy ferero for you?
need a person to solve problems for you?
need a person to starve to save money for you?

need someone to use?
Oh, there he is.
your boyfriend. :)
ask him to talk to you.

since he knows you so well. :)

im only a tool.
ask me help you , i sure help you one.
dont worry to care about my feelings. im only a tool.
:)

dont even freaking care about me.
i dont want to even talk to you.
you spoil my mood all the time.
bye. (:

My biggest Mistake

It was my biggest mistake ,
To take away your privacy ;
But my heart seem to ache ,
Or maybe I'm just going crazy.

I'm really sorry my dear ,
For being so cold ,
But I only want to know ,
If I am really the one you want to hold.

Although once you said you loved me ,
I always thought I would be happy ,
I'm always filled with jealousy ,
I need to get rid of the uneasy.

Jessica , I love you truely ,
Thats is why I feel so badly ,
I would do anything ,
Just to make you say "its nothing."

It is my biggest mistake ,
To make you feel annoyed ;
Perhaps it's time for me to change ,
So that we will love again and be overjoyed.

The more I think of you ,
The more I'll miss you ;
For you , I've been sacrificing,
Just to let you know...
you're adoring.

fmr,
jc.

Red Infusion

red infusion was awesome. i think.
jessica did alot of work deco-ing the hall. hahaah.
all the glitter on the floor. walao. hahahahaa. damn hard to come off.

hmm..
jessica dint dance. i pull her also she dun wanna dance.
hahahah. maybe she is still angry.

the food was funny.
in the end there was a whole bunch of mihun there. and i had to take it back. gosh, hahaha.
shin yen was stressing over the leftover food. hahaaha.

=( oh well.

bye peeps.



why do you only talk to me when you want something?
=(
I really want to chat with you like how we used to chat in march
i really love you , jessica. im sorry for not trusting you.
gosh, it hurts alot. 1 week not talking to me feels like a month. every night i would think of you before i sleep. and the thought of you being angry makes me feel so painful.